Fantastic Breasts and Where To Find Them

by Brenna Twohy


Ask me what kind of porn
I’m into
and I will take you on a magical journey
to fanfiction.com/harrypotter/nc17.

What turns me on is Ginnie Weasley
in the restricted section with her skirt
hiked up,

Sirius Black in a secret passageway
solemnly swearing
he is up to no good,

and Draco Malfoy
in the Room of Requirements
Slytherin in to my Chamber of Secrets.

I
am an unapolagetic consumer
of all things Potterotica
and the sexiest part
is not the way Cho Chang
rides that broomstick
or the sounds of Myrtle Moaning.

The sexiest part
is knowing
they are part of a bigger story.

That they exist beyond 8 minutes
in Titty Titty Gang Bang,
that their kegels are not the strongest thing about them

and still I’m told
that my porn is unrealistic.

Not quite as erotic
as flashing ads saying,
“Just Turned 18!”
so you can fantasize about
fucking the youngest girl
you won’t go to jail for.

Told that my porn
isn’t quite as lifelike
as a room full of lesbians
begging for cock-

told that this
is what is supposed
to turn me on.

Don’t you give me raw meat
and tell me it is nourishment.
I know a slaughterhouse when I see one.
It looks like 24/7
live-streaming
reminding me that men are gonna
fuck me
whether I like it or not,

that there is one use for my mouth
and it is not speaking,

that a man is at his most powerful
when he’s got a woman by the hair.

The first time a man I loved
held me by the wrists
and called me a whore,
I did not think “run”.
I thought “this is just like
the movies.”

I know a slaughterhouse
when I see one-
it looks like websites
and seminars teaching you how to fuck more bitches,

it looks 15 year old boys
bullied
for being virgins,

it looks like the man
who did not flinch when I said “stop!”
and he heard “try harder”.

If you play-act
at butchery long enough
you grow used to the sounds of the screaming.

It is just a side effect of industry.
Everything gets cut
into small,
marketable pieces.

I will not practice bloody hands.
I will not make believe
dissected women.

My sex cannot be packaged.
My sex is magic.
It is part of a bigger story.
I am whole.
I exist when you are not fucking me
and I will not be cut into pieces any more!

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